For Me

Jesus, please help me. I feel like there are days that You feel so close and other days You feel so distant. I don’t understand. My life is in shambles. There are things I desire but I don’t even know where to start. I married a horrific man. I’m not even slightly attracted to him anymore. He’s made and continues to try to cause so much confusion and drama for me and our children and my disgust only grows towards him. I feel lost and I know faith is more than feelings. I don’t know what to do Lord. My entire life just feels upside down. Please do not let go of me Jesus. Keep me from doing anything foolish or stupid. Please protect me during this time. Protect my heart because I know You really love me Jesus. Please watch over our children. Please keep them safe. I don’t know what to do.