Feeling Like An Outsider Everywhere

Jesus, I feel like because You are my Best Friend I really don’t fit in anywhere, including church. I feel disconnected from people. I talk about You and most people just walk away or brush it off. They aren’t interested. Please heal me from the inside out. Help me to remember Your word which says if they hated You, they will hate me too. It still hurts. I still have my feelings. Being a Christian hasn’t taken away the ability to feel. I’m left out of many things because I try to live my life according to Your word. Please help me during these holiday times too. It’s challenging in Jesus name.