Angry, Hurt And Disappointed

Jesus, I am so very frustrated with the way my life has turned out. I have made so many mistakes and bad choices. I am trying to live my life right and to think of others as better than myself. I am failing. I am in financial trouble, divorced, dealing with shame and struggling to not give up even on faith. I’m dangling at the end of my rope wondering what to do or where to go. I’m constantly feeling torn down by church people. I’m sensitive and my heart is easily broken. Of all that I have worked for, I feel like it’s gotten me nowhere. Please help me. I’m dealing with corruption in a court system that only seems to want to keep us down. The corruption and perversion of the law is unbelievable. I don’t know what to do but Jesus I turn to You for help. I surrender. I feel thrown away, abandoned and helpless. Please rescue me Jesus.